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Member Since: 1/22/2006

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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Another Guy

Some silly thoughts of me while waiting to go to sleep at 4:00am.  Not sure why it sounds like so religious :D

After taking a hide, I finally come back to the Silicon sky
Adjust my mind, I am no longer the kid with the need to cry
Another guy, I told myself that i am blessed to become another guy

Before I started going through my emails, I dropped by my friend's cube to say hi.
Beyond his pleasant smile, I heard another story buried inside
By the time I sighed, I learned that life is tough in everyone's mind 

Come to figure out why?
Coz everyone wants to chase the grand price
Call off my desire and listen to the man who gives me a peace of mind

 

 


Friday, December 29, 2006

Reborn...

After handling out over $400, my 93 Corolla is up and running again.
Thanks God that my Corolla only requires some minor fixes and a set of new tires.
Now... it is running like my old chap again. Go! Go! Go! My Corolla.

As one should know, driving a Corolla is not something extraodinary.
In my case, it is especially truth given the car is going to be 14 years old.
I would prefer driving my Camry as it is more quiet and roomy.  Silence is golden :>
However, it would be much easier for me to trade in my Camry than my Corolla. 
My Corolla is very special and unique to me.

Before I become the "unoffical" owner, it belonged to my dad for almost 13 years.
Every time I get in my Corolla, I see my dad again. I can almost feel that he is there sleeping in the back seat.
Deep down in my heart, my Corolla has become the medium which I can use to connect to him.
Thanks God for giving me such a wonderful treasure to remember him.  May my Corolla run till the day I go to heaven.  Go! Go! Go! My Corolla.
So long!

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Wednesday, December 27, 2006

A Rosa is pretty.. only because it has thorns?

Just a weird thought...
We get into troubles most of the time because we let our emotion get ahead of our reasoning.
But, we poor human being still will commit the same mistakes one way or the others! 

A personal example.  I watched the first TV episode of "1 Liter of Tears" only because I was attracted by the following pic (credit: http://www.atnext.com/jp/1litreoftears/).  <<When I looked at the pic, the first impression i have is whether the photographer should chop off her head, is it better?/  looks like a separate discussion is required :>).  What a mistake I committed on the eve of Christmas when nobody else was at home?  It was not a nice experience watching a human being gradually losing her ability to walk, talk, eat, and speak especially knowing the she is going to die from the very very beginning.  I would have avoid watching it all together if I had my reasoning with me.  Well.. it turned out that I was able to force myself to stop after the first episode (should i thanks for my engineering background?:>).  Instead, I just read through the text summary from the internet.  Still.. I cried while i should have been joy because it was Christmas! 

However, in retrospect, I feel this is God's blessing which I let my emotion run over me this time.
While the storyline drops /creates plenty of opportunities to cry, it also brings out a positive message of how a gal stays positive in adversary.  Most importantly, it forces me to look at God's blessing that i have a healthy body and I can do everything I want.  Even if I fail, so what? I am still much much much more forutnate than those who are struggle to move his/her limbs and live a normal life.  Thanks God for teaching me this leasson! So Long!

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A New Start

As the title suggested, I haven't written any weblog for such a long long long time.  It seems that i know it is coming for a long time or else i won't call my "lazydavid" hehe.

We had a great feast at Sarah's place last night (thanks Ben for inviting me and thanks Sarah for letting us to thrash her place).  Given my laziness, i bought a tray of canned fruit and miracle whip mixture to the party.  Thanks for my bro/sis who risked their health and went ahead to dump the mixture in their stomach (guess it was the Vodka which enhanced the taste).  Hope everyone is still feeling ok :P

At the end of our gathering, we briefly touched one of the bible's topic on the tower of Babel and the reason why God create us.  In a very brief moment, a sudden chilly thought flashed through my mind, "Do I want to be created?"  Nobody can be exempted from the fact that life has it share of joy and sadness.  If I don't have the courage to face life, shouldn't I withdraw myself before the game starts? 

I was debating within myself on my way home.  I recalled a lot of short script of my memories both joy and sorrow.  All of a sudden, I realized that I just kept drilling into my moment of sadness while intentionally skipping through all moment of joy. If I can zoom in and focus only on the bright side of my life, I can feel that actually I have many many more moment of joy (and I should feel grace) but only a few moment of sadness.  It is worthy to live.  So long!

Here are some of the pics i took at Sarah's place

 

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AThundering Forehand Strike                                                                                                                                                        
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I am Ready To Serve!

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A Man's Life

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